AND JUST LIKE THAT I CAN SIT BABA BABA BABA

It’s funny how babies just start doing things. One day they can’t do it and the next one, just like that they do it, as if they knew all the time how to do it (maybe they are pretending that they can’t do it ? 😊) 

Me and Chloe have been practising how to sit for ages, with no real sign that she is getting better at it. Up until now the only way Chloe could sit for up to 10 seconds on her own, was when she was pretty much folded in half (she would lean so much forward). And then one day when we started practising she just sat and sat and sat. She can sit now !!! πŸ˜‚

  

And just like that we went from saying or screaming aaaaaa or Aaaaaa or AAAAAAAA or AAAaaaAAAaaa to saying Ba Ba, Ba Ba. 

Did you notice that once baby discovers that it can do something it does it all of time? We went trough a faze of high pitch screaming for days no end, spitting for 3 days etc. Recently Chloe has had a small cough in the morning, once she discovered that she can cought she has been doing this pretend cough all the time !!! Eeegggghhhhh  eeeegggghhhh no Honey you do not have a cough !!!  ( and there is me going Yed Yes Yes my baby just learnt how to do a fake cough ! I am so proud of her, isn’t she clever ?πŸ˜‚) 

PLANING A WEDDING … No wait its CHRISTENING not a wedding !

Chloe is now 5 months so it’s time to Christen her. We decided to do it in Poland where I come from. I am not joking it’s like planning a mini wedding ! 

Trying to plan it means needing to spend hours on the Internet, to search, search and searchwhile having 5 month old baby to look after – it was proving very difficult and time consuming. 

You do want it to be special, doesn’t matter what you do or how much money you spent. You want it special and you do everything to make sure that it is like that, and all of it for someone who won’t have a clue what’s going on, nor will they appreciate all the work which went in to it. This makes it sound as if we do it for ourself not the babies 😊….. 

*Invitations*

This was so much more complicated and time consuming that I had imagined! It took forever to find something that I loved and that didn’t cost a fortune. I was very close to just sending an email saying : this is the date can you come or not ? Text me back:-)  I ended up designing it myself, which took so much longer . You see I am a Visual Merchandiser Manager at a very big fashion brand. That means that visually I am so picky, it needs to look great and nothing less than perfect will do (sometimes this is a real pain in the ass). 

Once invitations were posted I needed to keep chasing people because it’s too much to ask to RSVP on time. 

*VENUE*

 It’s exactly what I did 5 years ago when I was looking for my wedding venue. It needs to be perfect: not too big not to small, with private area, nice and smart but not too posh, and obviously at a good price. I think that I have written to every hotel and restaurant in Wroclaws Market Square ! Once that was sorted we had to choose the menu and then start the most important bit which is planning on how to decorate it. 

*DECORATIONS* 

This is the part I love ! Coming up with the idea on how I want the place to look like and how to make it happen. Surprisingly it was taking so much time to first figure out what I wanted to do and then to source everything needed. Who would think that finding decorations can be so difficult ???!!! I went for a white and pink scheme (that sounded very much like wedding) with balloons in the middle of the table as a centerpiece (eeehhhh like wedding again), very small sweet counter and lots of paper pom-poms. It all looks amazing in my head, let’s hope that it will look like that in real life! 

*CAKE*

 Loved looking on the Internet st all of those beautiful cakes. I could have ordered 10 different ones. Deciding on only one was proving very difficult!!! Very difficult  (I got it down to 5 I liked very much) It was so difficult that I ended up mixing bits from 5 of them and designing my own cake! Now if I had to order it in London it would have been fine, go to a cake maker and show what I want. Doing it through the email is a bit more difficultπŸ˜ƒ I had to sent lots of phots with arrows pointing at what I want where, photos with things crossed off and a very long email explaining everything….let’s see how it will look when I pick it up (if I pulled it of I am a genus) 

*DRESS*

I didn’t know that nowadays the only place to buy Christening outfit is Internet. As we all know photos and the real thing very often are totally different; after spending hours online I ended up buying 5 different dresses hoping that one of them will be good. Luckylie one of them is perfect (will post photos of Chloe in it later). 

Once I got all of that organised I had to start all over again; due to lots of guests not being able to come to Poland we decided that we need to have party in UK as well. So Chloe will have 2 parties πŸ˜€ and I have a lot to do to make it happen !!!! 

ANOTHER BIG STEP : Mummy emotional, Chloe oblivious.

We have had quite a few big steps happening recently. As I mentioned in previous posts we started introducing solid food, Chloe has moved from the carrycot to a pram. Now was the time to start with another milestone : starting to move Chloe in to her own room !!!! 😳 

Just thinking about it makes me scared and tearful πŸ™‚  Soon Chloe will be 6 months old (what???!!!! Where did the time go???) and that’s when by UK guidance they don’t have to sleep in this same room as you. I think that it will help with all of us sleeping much better and start preparing me slowly emotionally for what will come (maternity leave will end at some point)

We decided to start with Baby steps by putting Chloe for her naps in to her cot. We will do it for a week and then try to put her there for a night. Chloe knows her room and her cot pretty well as we always change her there, put her to play in her cot etc. that’s why we can start with naps straight away (Advice is that you start with leaving babies to play in the cot first)

 Surprisingly  after 5 min of looking round Chloe just went to sleep, not bothered by new bed, or how big deal it is for her Mum ! 

  

If this is such a big deal for me how the hell will I leave her there for the whole night ??? How will I sleep without her next to me?? And God only knows how will I leave her in the nursery??!!!! 

 Someone was a happy bunny after her nap  

BIG little step forwardΒ 

Today Chloe has been moved from her carrycot to the “proper pram” !!! I actually got tearful 😁 silly me. 

She is only 5 months ( babies meant to be in carrycot till they are 6 months old) but the carry cot was getting tight and Chloe was hating it! She is a very curious baby, she wants to stand on her little legs and look around all the time; the view from carrycot is rubbish so we took the decision to move on a bit earlier .

  

She loves it !!!!!! My little big girl 😍

ITS ALREADY BEEN 5 MONTHS πŸ˜³πŸ˜³

2 days ago Chloe has turned 5 months old !!!! 

  

She weights now 6,3 kg (  pretty much double her birth weight) and is pretty “tall” as we have to do a wardrobe change to 6-9 months clothes. 

 She is able now to :

– seat on her own for few seconds

– stand up on her own when I hold her hands.

– she only wants to stands

– she is blowing raspberries all the time 

– she stuck her tongue out

– she is eating solids and loves it ! (So far baby porridge and rice but if she likes that she will like everything) 

– put her feet in to her mouth (what a milestone 😊)

  

– she is such a happy and good baby

I can’t believe that it’s been already 5 months! 5 months of so much love and happiness that at times I think that I will burst. 5 month of worrying about the most ridiculous things (happening to Chloe). Can’t wait to see what tomorrow will bring , or shall I say what Chloe will bring 😊

LETS PLAY A GAME : what is the reason behind crying ??? Β 

Just when I thought that things (I mean nights) are getting better …. they go bad again or even worst …. Welcome to Mums world 😊

What a horrific night and evening we had ! Chloe just kept waking up every few hours crying. I even have taken her to our bed in the middle of the night hoping that this would help …. But no ….

On top of not sleeping and worrying you start playing the famus and most hated game : WHAT IS THE REASON BEHIND IT ? 

Nappy ? No 

Hungry ? No

Teething ? 

In pain? 

Had a nightmare ?

Sore throat ?

Belly hurts? 

Didn’t poo today can this be a problem?

And we can go on like that for good hour or so …. It frustrates the hell out of me !!!! I don’t mind not sleeping but I hate not knowing !!!!!!

Ps. Yes she was up at 6am smiling like crazy πŸ™‚ I looked crazy due to the lack of sleep  

SOCKS ON πŸ˜‰

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 As you can see on the photo : socks are on ! And they are not going anywhere ! 

How many times a day do you put the sock back on ? I used to do it 10-15 times a day . How many sock did you loose ? Quite a few Not any more , thanks to some genius who designed sock ons

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Brillant product !  As it comes in lots of colours I can match it to the socks that Chloe will be wearing 😁Trully recomend and thank you to whoever invented it πŸ˜„

HAPPY MOTHERS DAY TO ALL MUMSΒ 

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Happy Mothers Day To All Mums ❀

I do have to say that being a mum is one of the most stressful (you worry about them all the time) and wonderful (I can’t stop smiling and my heart is bursting with love) thing ️in the world ! I couldn’t be happier though I haven’t slept for over 4 months β€οΈπŸ’›πŸ’™πŸ’œπŸ’šβ€οΈπŸ’›πŸ’™πŸ’šβ€οΈ

Ps Chloe don’t dribble on my flowers !

First day / night with a new born baby.

First day / night with a new born baby.
After waiting for 9 months she was her! She was perfect and so beautiful (we all say that😊). Me and my husband were so happy, excited and high on adrenaline that there was no way etcher of us will go to get some rest (let’s remember that we haven’t slept in around 40 hours). We ended up just staring at Chloe who was fast asleep through the whole day.
I remember thinking this isn’t that bad, we are really lucky as our baby doesn’t cry at all …. I couldn’t be more wrong 😊
It all started as soon as we decided that we need to get some sleep after being awake for 40 hours. Chloe started crying so I feed her, when she finished I tried to put her down in to her cot but she would cry. She cried every time I took her off my breast. After 5 hours or feeding or should I say comfort sucking I couldn’t do it anymore, I had to stop or I would start crying. She was crying and nothing except my breast would calm her and I was in so much pain that I couldn’t nurse her anymore. It was a horrible night, I remember very clearly thinking : what have we done? Our baby is a cry baby! Is this how it will be every night? In the morning we found out that all of the mums been in this same situation. But no one tells you that this is normal, that’s what babies do. On my course I been told that Chloe and will be sleeping all the time for the first 72 hours. By the time we got home (best feeling ever❀️)I was sleep deprived but I just couldn’t go to sleep. Like all of us I got home, sat on the sofa with my husband and with Chloe in front of us and we both said: what do we do now? And like everyone we ended up just looking at her for the rest of the day 😊 First night at home wasn’t much better she cried a lot which is understandable : she didn’t have a clue where she was and what was going on. On the positive side we got some sleep here and there as we kept doing turns through the night 😊. At this point we started to worry, is this how it will be all the time ??!! Don’t worry it’s not. After that Chloe has settled a bit. No, you do not get lots of sleep but you get some 😊. Chloe just wanted to be on the chest most of the time, it does make them feel safe. Chloe would feed every 2 hours for the first month. I know that is sounds little but your body does get used to it.